tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35199762453253757942024-02-20T02:56:39.897-05:00When The Heart And Mind CollideNoise become thoughts, thoughts become words, and words become expression.Mariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3519976245325375794.post-83989820637759213112007-04-11T20:46:00.000-04:002007-04-11T20:57:36.530-04:00~falling down<br />raising high<br />the hands that hurt<br />are the hands that riseMariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3519976245325375794.post-71914656252189087392007-04-08T12:15:00.000-04:002007-04-11T20:56:34.285-04:00~When a soul is dark, dismal, diseased<br />Is there saving the life of the being its seized<br /><br />Are you capable of changing the soul within<br />If the soul is controling the being with sin<br /><br />If a life can be saved from pills on a shelf<br />Can the life save the soul from destroying itself<br /><br />The answers are there but may never be found<br />If the noise from others is the only sound<br /><br />you can save a life from slaying itself<br />but never a soul...unless saving yourselfMariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3519976245325375794.post-71696170543205842032007-04-01T20:50:00.000-04:002007-04-11T20:55:51.570-04:00Signsthe voices are distant<br />but presence is near<br />familiar yet strangers<br />their eyes how they sear<br />like lasers that burn<br />right through the skin<br />destroying protection<br />of what lies within<br />the pain of discovery<br />worse than the find<br />yet it no longer matters<br />it's been lost in the mindMariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3519976245325375794.post-11666630295527148612007-01-01T07:21:00.000-05:002007-04-11T20:55:30.441-04:00The Truth Insidethe truth is always in us<br />lying deep inside our hearts<br />Our mind makes the choice<br />whether to listen to that part<br />if never we hear the answers<br />that inside we know are true<br />will our mind forget we know<br />that the lies are really new<br /><br />the wonder's always there<br />it will last until we die<br />taroh cards or karma<br />or stars up in the sky<br />still we know the truth<br />always known it deep inside<br />forever those around us<br />live nothing else but lies<br /><br />someday we may live<br />our life free from this<br />but what we're living now<br />sorely will be missed<br />poor choices we have made<br />yet love makes it hard to leave<br />but honest love will come<br />never to ask "should i believe"Mariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3519976245325375794.post-78632577395400693122006-01-14T21:34:00.000-05:002007-04-11T20:55:12.825-04:00One Dayone day<br />you'll wonder where life has gone<br />one day<br />you'll ask forgiveness from those wronged<br />one day<br />your spirit will be destroyed<br />one day<br />you'll need the hearts you toyed<br />one day<br />you'll see your soul is black as night<br />one day<br />you'll realize it needed light<br />one day<br />you'll find your heart is frozen<br />one day<br />you'll regret the path you've chosen<br />one day<br />you'll find your body weak<br />one day<br />forgiveness is what you'll seek<br />one day<br />your lies will cause you pain<br />one day<br />your eyes will show the shame<br />one day<br />you'll be left an empty shell<br />one day<br />you're life's a living hell<br />one day...Mariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3519976245325375794.post-9697506130939547262005-12-12T21:31:00.000-05:002007-04-11T20:54:56.823-04:00Trappedcarefully down off the shelf<br />leaving only an empty space<br />layed in spot and molded on<br />its just another face<br /><br />in the mirror its checked again<br />all adjustments done<br />now its time to face the world<br />in the ever telling sun<br /><br />walking along with nothing but hope<br />that the world may never see<br />that under the mask carefully placed<br />is really only me<br /><br />hidding deep, fear covered<br />keeping all of you blind<br />never will you really know<br />what's deep inside my mind<br /><br />walk with me and talk with me<br />smile and wish me well<br />never will you know<br />my ever present hell<br /><br />almost through the day now<br />secret never seen<br />walking through the door<br />to finish the regime<br /><br />the chosen mask removed<br />and all that remains<br />the person who is hidden<br />bound tightly in my chainsMariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3519976245325375794.post-44316946029138829982005-09-09T21:22:00.000-04:002007-04-11T20:54:18.971-04:00And The Weak Grow Strongfirst the begging and pleading makes you strong<br />it gives you control when you are wronged<br />then when you worry the healings begun<br />you check to be sure that the sorrows still sung<br />if its still there you offer a spark<br />just enough hope to leave a mark<br />being alone the biggest fear<br />you feed off that knowledge tear for tear<br />drop after drop the tears still fell<br />giving you strength filling your well<br />you give enough time than dangle your wares<br />you look for the power you hope will be there<br />always before this game you play<br />seemed to give you the ultimate say<br />what happens now if strength has been found<br />its always said that the earth is round<br />you should have known the day would come<br />when this little game is no longer fun<br />the footsteps away may be all that you hear<br />getting softer and softer...then disappearMariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3519976245325375794.post-1411576144038469392005-06-05T21:25:00.000-04:002007-04-11T20:54:38.303-04:00I'm Not Going To Cry Anymorethe lies that were told<br />bewildered my mind<br />but i'm not going to cry anymore<br /><br />the hurt that was caused<br />shattered my heart<br />but i'm not going to cry anymore<br /><br />a bruise was left on<br />my essence, my soul<br />but i'm not going to cry anymore<br /><br />my dreams for a future<br />became a delusion<br />but i'm not going to cry anymore<br /><br />i'm left lost on my own<br />with no where to turn<br />but i'm not going to cry anymore<br /><br />would someone please tell<br />the tears on my cheeks that<br />i'm not going to cry anymoreMariehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02385798236140251403noreply@blogger.com0